Legally Brunette asked: Well, everyone is always saying I’m waaaay too girly and not just that, but I ALL I care about is being feminine and chic and sophisticated. I’m C-average, maybe D on average. But that’s not the point. The point is, is that whether it is positive or negative I am obsessed with magazines and I wanna be a Fashion Designer and Magazine Editor in NYC and all I ever really care about is when I’m gonna start being allowed to go shopping with friends, going to the movies with less than 4 friends, what I’m gonna wear to the next party, when I’m gonna go shopping (because from one extent to another, like 2 times’ worth, I was allowed to go with 2 friends or more) and like.. what I’m gonna do with my future.
EXAMPLE:
•How to get a tattoo and piercings at 18 without losing my parents.
•What college I am to go to.
•What I’m gonna do before college.
•At what time I am going to go to the mall.
•What new stuff I’m gonna design.
•Etc. Etc.
Point is, I’m NOT the best student, but I will tell you one thing that’s certain: I am beginning to believe what everyone else is telling me — I have become shallow, superficial and bimbo-material in a matter of just one year. New York City is my favorite place to travel to and I am just dying to go to Rome and Italy.
I feel dumb though, mostly because I know I’ve got more potential than people make me out to have but I don’t show it. For instance, here’s an absolute fact: up until like a week ago, I thought that Germany, was in…. heck knows where! I never even gave it much thought and I am a Jew and us, Jews, have been through so much in Germany! It’s like.. sad, I guess… I always make odd remarks and diss myself all the time, and I love to model yet I don’t feel any signs of being insecure although I don’t guess you have much sympathy to that after reading this, if you even got this far. I sure wouldn’t have, I confess.. as I would feel bad to someone like me!
And also, my parents are always fighting with me and constantly we don’t talk for days, I make them very angry — emphasis on the very.
Sometimes, I even start writing short stories (in which are short because I am always giving up on them at the start…) and they’re all shallow and regards material like the Clique Series by Lisi Harrison.
I wanna drive either a:
•Porsche Convertible
•Ferrari
•Pruis
My favorite movies are all:
•Romantic-Comedies
•Dramas
•Chick-Flicks
And I am NOT interested in documentaries whatsoever.
I wanna be able to be 21 because I would like to:
•Nightclub
•Hit Bars
•Gamble at Casinos.
I would also like a neon extension. (I bought at Hot Topic but my parents won’t let me wear them.)
I want to go for college to:
•NYU
•Fashion Institute of Technology (FIT)
•Parsons
I’m thinking about taking 6 months off after graduating from high school to just travel with friends and then another 6 months to work at Bloomingdale’s to earn money to live off with it and it alone. Period!
I am obsessed with:
•Oversize Sunglasses
•Celebrities
•Purses (don’t EVER leave home without it, except for school but only because I have to obviously!)
Side note: With all due respect (I hope non is taken), I personally DON’T like lawyers, not exactly — see, they bore me — but don’t take it personally… if anything they’ve helped us a lot though.

If that helps the slightest bit?
Anyway, if you read it all (in which I HIGHLY doubt) thanks

Am I shallow? Bottom Line!
Umm.. I know I am. Thanks. All I needed to hear.. I’m not very good at accepting it but its just the way I am ): How do I change my ways?
I also don’t like:
•Nature (including parks)
•Sports (I’m TERRIFIED of the ball, and I’m not flexible nor athletic)’
•Museums (Hate education)
I will be attending whatever college I apply to and they’ll be lucky to have me because overall I am very bright!
Jason